This is kind of frustrating, I spent two days doing some good work, practicing practicing practicing drawing. Being in the moment, feeling good about the choices I make. Now I have to go back to work, 16 hour days. I enjoy my work, I could cut my hours back, I want to..... but I need/want/like the $$, and I like my jobs and I am learning things that is all good. I also want to exercise and get into shape maybe run some races in the future...make art....cook...bake....how will/can I fit it all in?
I want to go to Portland to check it out. I want to go to Champaign to see where that is going.... I want to go to MIchigan to see Raph, I want more hours in the day.
What is all that wanting about?
198 introductions since the last count. My heart is breaking.
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