quick

39 introductions since my last post.

M

Still no time

I spent the past two days relaxing, drawing and procrastinating, so now I don't have time to tell you anything. This is one I worked on today it isn't finished but I like to see it on the computer screen it looks different that just looking at the page. I am pleased with it so far. Can't wait to see how it ends up.

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Night,
M

very exciting news

Sighs:
exhalation
weary breath
pushing it all out
trying to get out the grief
but you must breathe in
and suck it all back in again.
audible exhalation
surely it will cure the flatness
bring it all into 3D.
but you must breath in again
and suck it all back in.
exhalation
pushing it all out
longing for relief.
but you must breathe in
suck it all in again.
bridge
window
weeping willow
no escape
try again.
exhalation
weary breath
pushing it all out
longing for relief
trying to get out the grief
but alas
you must breath in...

My little sister is a writer, she has been writing poems lately, she sent me a few and I am making drawings from them. I got the ok to make the drawings but not to reproduce the poems so don't tell anyone. This is the first one. More to come, I am very excited, we have been wanting to collaborate before but it never worked out. Cross your fingers.

I must say that I am excited, and impressed by her writing, but..... I am also heart broken that she has these feelings she needs to get out.

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Night sweet sister,

love,
m

latest version

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Still working on this but I like to see it posted it seems more impressive posted.

M

quick sketch

Melancholia, state of waiting for inspiration, melancholy man... woman a malcontent. Malcontent, always discontented, one who rebels against the established system.

Both more grand than I, but giggle giggle, I fancy myself a bit of both. shy about admitting it. I am waiting for inspiration, but a malcontent, not really.

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Night,

M

party at my house

I got off wk today at 1pm and by some crazy amount of luck I don't have to be back at wk till 1pm tomorrow.

Party over here party over there.......zzzzzzzzz

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Night,
M

Must sleep

the perfect storm is making me work a million hours this week and last, all I can do is whimper and complain even though I am really grateful that I am able to physically wk so much and someone is willing to pay me to work this much. Especially because I am hoping I wk fewer hours this summer, if not, if I work a lot this summer just as good I need the $$ I need to pay bills.

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night,
M

What if my patterns are so ingrained...

that I never change? They sabotage the rest of my life?

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only day off this week

and I can't get it together to be productive, to be fair I was up at the usual 3 am to do a friends paper route, it was fun but.... I should have gotten a lot of shit done since I have been up for ever but..... I'll be right back I have to beat myself up again.....

15 introductions since last post. tear ........

I have to move to the north west, I have to move to a place with more life and more movement.

I was so tired on Sunday I snapped at work, I feel horrible about it. Embarrassed too!!!!! UGGGG!!!!!!


Too many UGG!!!!!s.

I'm gonna shower and crawl into bed and read.

Night,

M

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Still working like a dawg, 5 hours till I wake up and go to work. UGGGGGG!!!