rape

when I read about it I get triggered.

i read an article about the Girls gone wild guy, ugh what an ass. i felt so scared and small, you know triggered. all that that means. like a little girl, unable to protect myself, unable to do what is right. I really worry about that. if i was in that situation, either personally or if i witnessed it what would my response be? would fight back, would i fight for the rights of the victim?

would i be paralyzed.

back to the previous post, can i learn what i need to learn in this life time if someone else is there for me to lean on? maybe not, maybe, other people do right? i have a tendency to lean heavily on others. that might be why i have to do it alone.

right now I have to go because I just figured out I am perimenopausal, pmsing, and drunk. better to sleep it off.

M